Delerium

No more

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sat, 06 Apr 2002 00:58:17 GMT

Alrighty kids....this is the last entry in this journal....if you want me my new one is IndusMutant have fun!!!

goes and makes some food

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Fri, 05 Apr 2002 13:19:04 GMT

	Yuoo ere-a zee Svedeesh Cheff! Yuoo ere-a a guud cuuk, thuoogh yuoo cun't speek Ingleesh fery vell. Bork Bork Bork!
*Take the What Muppet Are You?* Quiz!**

I do believe I'm getting sick, yet again.

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 04 Apr 2002 22:44:46 GMT

I hate coughing fits, that last one I had lasted 20 min!!! SUCK!!!! wee.....so yeah, need to find out when I work on sat...maybe I can get someone to work for me.....*ponders* People owe me favors....hmmm....hehe, I like dots..............dot dot dot dot dot. Don't mind me right now I'm on a lot of cold medicine *sniffles* oh welll...........*giggles* oh I'm loopy....loopy chicken pants....eep!

Like boogies in my nose, I pick 'em and flick 'em at your moms while she sleepin'

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Mon, 01 Apr 2002 21:39:00 GMT

*eats the bunny's head* *remebers something* Ah yes, I have to mark a day. Let's see, March 30, 2002 skippy refused a ciggarette! AHHH!!! The end of the world!!! Ok, I'm done, so yeah, I went to see Death to Smoochie last night wiff alex...twas a very twisted movie....hehehe, you should go see it! As of right now I'm enjoying my day off from school, I haven't even got dressed yet....:P I'm eating a caremel filled bunny, it is good....

grrrrrrrr

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sun, 31 Mar 2002 19:43:14 GMT

So I went out last night. It was alright, poor sam, the sound guy was being a total dick to them and actaully left for a good 10 min. I'm at family's now, it's easter, yay....can't wait for the easter egg hunt...then I can show 'em what I'm made of!!!!!! * don't pay any attention to me* so I shall go now...foood is done and I'm hugry.

stolen from sharon

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Fri, 29 Mar 2002 04:02:18 GMT

nine things you wear daily:
* underwear
* shoes
* makeup
* hair gel
* my star choker
* socks
* umm, a shirt
* pants, or skirt whichever I have clean
* rings, espcecially my grandma's old engangement ring

eight movies you'd watch over and over:
* The Labrinth
* They Shoot Horses Don't They
* Blade
* Momy Dearest
* Topsy Turvy
* Fight Club
* Gia
* Ginger Snaps

ten albums that matter:
* Smashing Pumpkins~Meloncholy and the Infinite Sadness
* Pink Floyd~The Wall, and Darkside of the Moon
* MDFMK~MDFMK
* Tool~well, any of them
* Oingo Boingo~ whichever one that has Mary on it, I can't remember =P
* The Cure~Bloodflowers
* Nine Inch Nails~ Pretty Hate Machine
* KMFDM~Same
* StaticX~Wisconsin Death Trip
* Nashvile Pussy~Let Them Eat Pussy

six objects you touch every day:
* My cats
* food
* paper
* my foot
* my industrial (it hurts =( pooey)
* my violin

five things you do every day:
* eat
* sleep
* make a mess in my room
* read my journal
* write poetry

four bands that you couldn't live without:
* Pink Floyd
* Funker Vogt
* The Cure
* MDFMK

three of your favorite songs at this moment:
* Oingo Boingo~Mary (it's a sad song but it's a good one!!!)
* NIN~Hurt
* No Doubt~ Magic's In The Makeup

two people that have influenced your life the most:
* My mom (I know it's cheesy but she influenced me not to grow up to be like her)
* My dear dear friend Christy

one thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
* Knowing that I am a better person that most people think

Here's something for all the kiddies!

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Wed, 27 Mar 2002 22:35:24 GMT

December 22, 2030
You're tired of thinking and tired of talk. It's all so unreal here, under the Moon dome, shut in with the same things around you like greasy pips on dogeared cards laid out for solitaire...no object quite sharp or clear, everyhting fractal at the edges, everything smearing together with you, only you, inventing the idnetities.
You knock something over and limp out into the street. The translucent dome high overhead. Dim. Voices behind you...pressure waves in this fake air, this suppurating blister. People: Meat machines with gigabit personalities, and the chewy hole where they push food in, and you're jsut like them, you've tingled and rubbed with them, sure, all of you the same, all of you thinking you're different. You can't stand it anymore.

Interesting

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Wed, 27 Mar 2002 13:14:53 GMT

So it's too freaking early....grr...I hate school, no scratch that I don't hate school I just hate the people in it! *is really bored* Some girl at my bus stop gave me a dollar....hmm, now I can eat lunch, yes I'm poor I know. I was suposed to work the other night, I didn't know. Oh well, it's only one no-show. Hmm, I'm worried about people. I want them to know that I care about them and I am here for them. That is if they ever really read my journal. So yeah, I'm here, at school, dicking around, doing research on Tibet for World History. I always pick the hardest subjects to do a report on. My last report was on Druidry. Hrmph...I hung out with bobert last night. When I got home my dad gave me the lecture on dating......*growls* this is stupid, I told him that I didn't know what was going on.......he's such a freak, though I can understand why he's doing it. Well, off I go to trounce the internet for porn and download it to the schools network *evil grin*

Hmm,

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Fri, 22 Mar 2002 23:33:11 GMT

Ah, today is a good day, well, at least the last half hour of it.....hehe, I got some drugs today, I'm happy. I also got a new t-shirt! It's for The Laramie Project....I wanna go see the play, *ponders* anyway, so my day has been confusing too. I keep getting mad at people for stuoid reasons, but when you zone out and people start waving their hands in front of your face it just makes you wanna bite them, and hard! I hit a kid with my new lunch box and bent it...:( pooey! It's Invader Zim too! Ah! *giggles* I love gir, he's so cute! doot doot doot. I'm bored, I still haven't done my makeup for tonight.....grrr, i really don't feel like getting dressed. I'm about to fall asleep though, *wonders if this will wear off before the party*

Kill me......I begging you to.

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Wed, 20 Mar 2002 01:40:48 GMT

Oh god, this is horrid. I can barely move, I can't bend over and this is the first time I've been out of bed since 5 this morning. All because I'm female....*wants to die* I had to have my dad come get me from school today...I sat in class and cried, nobody really seemed to notice, not even the teacher. Grrr.....I was gonna go hang out with some people today but jesus, *bangs head on desk* All the pain pills I took today are starting to wear off too, ugh, just makes it even worse, I can't eat or I'll puke.

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Tue, 19 Mar 2002 01:17:26 GMT

You like people too, on some strange kind of way. Raw meat is what you enjoy eating, and you don't really care if anyone wants to cuddle with you. People can often be frightened by the way you dress, which could be a problem in some cases. Many people adore you, but from a certain distance. Don't bite them, they could be nice.

I pray.

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Tue, 19 Mar 2002 01:13:11 GMT

I have now officially become scared of my school, all the little preppies have come out of the woodwork at me!!! *runs screaming into the night* Grrr, I felt sick earlier I felt like I was gonna loose my burritos. Grrr, I had to work last night, Jenny decided that she wasn't going let anyone leave until she had the body jewelry done, it would have taken her about 10 min out of her time in the morning to do it but no......so I had to stay there until 8:30 then I couldn't find bobert for another half hour....suck.

Guily By Design

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sat, 16 Mar 2002 22:19:46 GMT

I love orgy! i wish I could find my copy of candyass though. Anyway, I don't want to work today. *pouts* I miss my friends, the only one that I've seen lately is bobert. DAMNIT!!! I miss alex and nyx and tamra and jen and shawna and skippy, *sobs* GUYS! I WUFF YOU! *listens to the kitties mewing* Hmm, cats want in the room. I have a bruise on my hip from the talent show. Ok so my band rocked ass!!!! But they still don't know if they want me in the band or not. That's really fuckered up but oh well, there was another band there , called Isolated they said that if it doesn't work out with the other guys that they need a bass player....hehe, I might end up with them. So either way I'll end up in a band with a bunch of guys...*shudders* oh well, I probably fit in better with men that women. But anyway, about the bruise, I got into a little wrestling match in the hall with a couple of friends and I fell and landed on my hip, hard. >.< it hurt bad. But yeah, we started a mosh pit during the last band that was playing, it was awesome I moshed in a dress with no shoes on, I hurt my toe really bad. I'm just an accident waiting to...oh wait, I already happened....hehe, so yeah, I'm patiently waiting to go to work now.....grr...I don't want to go but then again, I get paid today!!! WEE!!!

So now I'm slightly popular shudders at the thought

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Fri, 15 Mar 2002 20:13:24 GMT

I'm scared, after last night, almost the entire school knows my name, and what's worse is they try to talk to me!!!! *cries* and just after I get a bunch of people to leave me alone......anyway, the talent show went well, I didn't have school today!! Yay!! And I got ungrounded by doing a ton of house work!!! But, I'm tired, I've been up since 3 this morning, I'll have more on last night later.

Only when we see, do all things become confusing

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sun, 10 Mar 2002 18:22:48 GMT

Hrmph, I'm so tired. I'm glad that I don't have to work today. Yesterday was, well, interesting. Got up did my normal thing around the house, you know, cleaning and what not. Go to work, not wearing make-up execpt for my eyebrows:P and some lipstick, so my boss, matt, started hitting on me bad, hehe, he's cool though, I taught him how to liquid. There was this little kid in the store who was completely mesmerized by me...he kept looking around the store for me and when he saw me he'd grin and hide. It was cute. After work I got into a very long argument/conversation with my dad on wether I was gonna go to poker....I talked him into letting me come home at 1. So I paged bob and he came and got me. Bob's a sweety. He's ticklish too! *evil grin* Anyway, I got there and jen, alex, nyx, james,and nyx's mom were there hehe, alex and nyx were gone..potheasds. Anyway, I hung out for a while drank some, got tipsy, talked with jen which i haven't done in a while. After a bit skippy came back minus logan. I didn't get to stay for long but, yeah. Hehe, I have a gary numan song on repeat....I wish I could remember the name. My parental units seem to have disapeared this morning. *doesn't really care*

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sun, 10 Mar 2002 18:11:19 GMT

Take the What Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you? quiz!

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sat, 09 Mar 2002 19:45:10 GMT

Which Drew Are You?

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Sat, 09 Mar 2002 19:38:40 GMT

You're Pinhead!
Leader to the group known as
The Cenobites.
You Feed off the pain of others,
and you don't give a fuck what god thinks
of your actions.
"Do i look like someone who cares what god thinks?"
No, but you have a killer sense of style!
You're here simply to bring souls back to hell with you. to torture!

What Horror Movie Villian am I?

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 07 Mar 2002 21:47:01 GMT

All ducks aren't sweet and innocent and you prove that. You have a nasty streak.

Find your inner rubber ducky.

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 07 Mar 2002 21:44:14 GMT

So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 07 Mar 2002 21:37:22 GMT

You are Raziel. Twice as dead as any of the other vampires, you hate the form you inhabitat. But even more than that you hate your master. You'll never rest until you have your revenge against Kain.

Find your inner vampire.

HeeeHeeeHeeee

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 07 Mar 2002 21:31:07 GMT

I got hang out with bobert last night. It was fun, we went and saw Queen O' The Damned, it was good. Then we went and ate a the Alamo...heehee, came back to my house and watched Ginger Snaps. I think I made my dad mad, 'cuz he was here till 11. Oh well, so yeah, I didn't go to school today, my dad was supposed to take me to the doctor but he didn't sleep all night so...I just slept...it felt good. I've got just enough money right now to get a new dress and some other stuffies....I loned alex some money.

HeeeHeeeHeeee

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Thu, 07 Mar 2002 21:29:56 GMT

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9POW!

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Tue, 05 Mar 2002 03:31:38 GMT

So I'm gonna start screaming, and when I stop it better be because someone put a very large bullet into my skull!

takes out grenade launcher HEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEHEEE

ButterflysScream@aol.com — Mon, 04 Mar 2002 21:25:38 GMT

I'm all about the killing shit today. My head hurts, I was so dizzy this morning I could barely stand.......AHHHHHHHHH!

Delerium

No more

*goes and makes some food*

I do believe I'm getting sick, yet again.

Like boogies in my nose, I pick 'em and flick 'em at your moms while she sleepin'

grrrrrrrr

*stolen from sharon*

Here's something for all the kiddies!

Interesting

Hmm,

Kill me......I begging you to.

I pray.

Guily By Design

So now I'm slightly popular *shudders at the thought*

Only when we see, do all things become confusing

HeeeHeeeHeeee

HeeeHeeeHeeee

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9POW!

*takes out grenade launcher* HEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEHEEE

goes and makes some food

stolen from sharon

So now I'm slightly popular shudders at the thought

takes out grenade launcher HEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEHEEE